Happy Saint Patricks Day

hahaha w0000tzzzz!!!! drink your guinness my friends!! its saint patricks day!!!! for your enjoyment here is an uber irish dance

Groovr

www.groovr.com is a brand spanking new mobile networking site. Almost everything is done with text messaging on your phone! You can create and log-in to places by texting, @ wherever you are, to go@groovr.com. I have been beta testing this site for a couple weeks and it is so much fun. Being able to log-in to places and send photos and comments from your cell phone is simply amazing. Not only that but the website looks great as it was designed by my close friend, you can view his blog here. The servers are super fast and the site is growing pretty fast. You owe it to yourself to check this out. Simply put Groovr, is just too cool

pre-Winter Solstice

Yup It is almost here, Winter Solstice for me, Christmas, Hanukkah, or whatever you celebrate is coming up for others. I am excited that the days will soon start to get longer, Im tired of this cold darkness all the time. Weird though that I like the Moon more than the Sun. Whatever haha, well I have been working on a gift for my girlfriend, Emily, for some time now. I think I did a good job, it is really neat and actually has meaning instead of a lame mean nothing cliche christmas gift that everyone likes to give around this time. Now I have no given it to her yet, and I want it to be a suprise so I can tell everyone what it is quite yet. Once I give it to her I will write another post tell the few people who actually read this what happened. I will post pictures of the gift and stuff like that too, I spent a good 3-4 hours on it so ya. The ENTIRE gift is the present, nothing needs to be thrown away. The ENTIRE thing has meaning and is part of the gift. I am sure she will absolutely love it. Anyways, the new blog layout isnt even started yet haha. Really and truly I dont have the slightest clue when I will build it. Maybe if my laptop could function as a laptop I would use it more often and actually work on it but whatever. I hope everyone has a good holiday. I am now part of the ASB at my school, we had a potluck party today. I made meatballs with a super awsome recipe that my stepmom hooked me up with. Everyone loved them and complimented me. Also my Xbox Live Gold membership ran out today now I cant play Gears of War with Stephen, hopefully I will be getting the year membership I asked for. If not I will buy one after the holidays. My Nintendo Wii is still keeping me occupied so at least I am not bored. Tomorrow I am going to help set up for an Arnis tournament I will be participating in. Saturday is the day of the tournament, I have trained only one day out of the week due to being so busy. I do not expect to win, but I am going in with a winning attitude. If you were to ask me if I am going to win, I would respong with a “FUCK YA!” in a nonchalant what kind of question is that attitude. Anyways I will post about that too, and hopefully get some pictures. Mark needs me to do this for his Senior project at Clark. Life if pretty good at the moment, just busy. I am no going to go watch Clerks 2 becuase I have not seen it for some reason I cannot seem to decipher. Once again, have a happy holiday!

Whitecave operation: Ninja Pirate

haha ok so Whalen had to go do this thing for an English class or something. It was at Glendale High in the cafeteria. Supposedly only kids from the classes were allowed to come back Whalen brought me anyways XD. Anyways so ya, we played it cool at first, i made sure not to attract any unecassary attention to myself, without seeming conspicuous. At one point we could see the teachers talking about me wondering who i was… they never said anything to me though. So we lined up at the doors, guys on one side girls on the other. Guys hold their arm out the girl lays hers on top of his haha. Too bad im bad with names but ya, i think her name was tracy, dont qoute me on that. We exchanged a few words and made some small talk. She wants to be a history teacher which i think totally rocks. So ya Whalen and I got seperated, so i was with Isaam and Tracy and some other people at my own table. There was food, which i hated becuase I am a picky eater. I juggled for a bit. Then we did a renaisance dance which basically just ended up being a huge clusterfuck as I like to call it. Anyways, it was a pretty good time. Whalen was pissed as fuck, not really suprising this kind of thing really isnt his bag of chips. Technically tonight I was the party crasher, so i was all excited. Teachers never said anything to me, and ya it was fun. Once again I leave the legacy of Nate behind for people to remember forever! MUAHAHHAHA. No really it was weird, basically everyone knew I was from Daily… but no one cared. Anyways it was great to finally be around some kids that dont think they are gangsters or are actually gang bangers. It was fun and real. One thing I wish though is that Emily could have come along, I am sure she would have had a blast.

when the shit hits the fan

Tonight I went to a costume party with Emily.  It was fun, i had a great time.  When i left though her mom and bro saw me.  So when i got home, greg talked to me online.  Accused me of knowing what was going on… i did to a degree.  I had asked Emily if i could go to the party with her and she said it was fine.  She didnt tell her parents i was going to be there though, i have never bothered to ask… i wasnt thinking about that i was thinking about seeing my girlfriend.  Well anyways I am banned from seeing my girlfriend in any way shape or form for some undetermind amount of time.  Its extreme faggotry.  Anyways now i am going to rant cuz im fucking pissed.  First of all her parents dont have any fucking clue.  Ya i said it, NOT A DAMN FUCKING CLUE.  I am sorry drunk dad, if all you do is drink your hiding from your past.  You dont deserve nor have the right to give Emily any advice besides, “Dont turn out as a drunk like me.”  I am pretty sure he did a lot of stuff he regrets, therefore he takes all this shit that has made him pitiful and throws it Emily’s way.  Naturally being that he is extremely over protective.  Telling her things like he would kick any guys ass that was her boyfriend and the such.  Nate the decided to ignore these threats, and not let him intimidate me.  I hold those same feelings.  I will not be intimidated or shot down by his threats because he is afraid.  Her mom also had a shitload of bad experiences.  So naturally, she believes Emily’s teen years will be EXACTLY the same as hers and make sure to shelter her from absolutely every god damned thing imaginable whether it be real or not.  Anyways, what neither of them seem to know is that if they continue doing this same stuff, Emily will probably do one of two things.  She will act out in a bad way figuring she has nothing to lose.  This could come in the form of bad grades, sneaking out, ignoring parents, and becoming distant.  Once any creature on this planet is backed into a corner it lashes out, cause and fucking effect retards.  Maybe though she will use her smarts and be able to channel her anger into a useful thing and wage a silent war upon her family.  Destroying them morally and giving them what they deserve for being such fucking dickweeds.  Kind of what i do to my family a little.  They all say they know who i am but if they really knew, they would just leave me the fuck alone.  I dont expect anything from them and i do not ask for things on a regular basis, figuring the answer will probably be no.  Why do i assume that though?  Well ever since a young age people yelled at each other for asking questions in my family, so cause and effect again, i took that to heart and now have a slight fear of asking questions of anyone in my family.  Back to Emily though,  I am guessing once she hits this stage of absolute desperateness, her parents will still refuse to see the truth and just become more strict.  I am hoping i dont lose the Emily ive come to love, i hope she is somehow able to retain some sense of self-worth and diginity if and when that happens.  Anyways, i knew all the consequences of going out with Emily.  I took them all into account before i decided to accept my feelings for her, i ignored them for a long time because of her age.  In a way i chose all of this, which reminds me of how i used to be.  My extremely hateful, self loathing, heartless bastard who hates the whole world.  Am i crazy, was the only reason i decided to be Emily’s boyfriend was because deep down somewhere i knew this would happen?  Is it once again my subconcious doing things to keep me in a certain state of mind?  I pray and hope that that is not the case, i do not know what i would do if i have betrayed myself and most of all betrayed the girl i love.  If all of this is my doing, for i cannot quite think rationally at the moment, Emily deserves non of it.  She doesn’t deserve to be toyed with.  She deserves respect and to be treated well, i have thought up until now that i have been doing that… im not so sure now, im trying to think back on all of the things ive said and done.  Have all the things ive said been from a true place of heart, i believe that they have been.  My morales would dictate so.  I am not sure though, there is doubt, and that makes me scared.  If i have a subconcious that does things without me knowing, if i truly do not have the morales i think i do, if i am the shallow guy asshole that ive said i hate… what is a man to do?

Taiko Drums

Tonight a couple of Taiko drum groups were playing at occidental college.  I went with Greg, Emily YAY!!, my bro, my mom, and Emily’s mom who was kind enough to pay for my ticket which wasn’t cheap.  The group that did the Mitsubishi commercial was there.  OH WOW did it ROCK \m/>.<\m/ My testosterone got flowin like nuts, a couple times my muscles twitched a bit cuz i just want to jump up and start a fight haha.  Anyways it was absolutely awsome in every way shape and form… expecially since Emily was there.  When we were in line to get inside it looked like we were going to go see Ceasar or something haha.  OMG and in the back of the program was the most awsome of awsomest ads on the planet, check my flickr to see it.  Taiko drums absolutely roxxor.  NOODLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whitecave secret mission: happy damsel

Yesterday my friend Whalen, owner of the blog website http://www.whalesalad.com was visiting this girl he likes. Today was the GHS vs. Muir football game and she asked him to go. He said he would do something crazy. He went and got a whole ton of supplies and showed up at my house, we then proceeded to make a MASSIVE poster… it was roughly 4 feet by 50 feet. We spray painted “Emina u rock my world” on it and let it dry and folded it up. We got to the football game and of couse whalen was going nuts thinking maybe everything would go to hell. He called Phil to come help out. We were about to do it then Emina lost her bag or something so we had to wait, then a player got injured and they had to call the ambulance… so we waited and waited. So there Phil and I are holding this massive cloth thing on PVC pipe on the Muir side. Whalen is over with Emina on the GHS side. He texts “go” and Phil and I unravel the beast. It really was massive, longer than one of the benches in the bleachers. Whalen said you could see it clearly from the other side of the field. Phil and I eventually took it down and strode over and Emina was going all nuts and the such. She kept it and we took off. Whalen couldn’t shut up about her. Anyways ya, succesful execution of operation happy damsel. Tomorrow i get to go see some taiko drums at the Occidental College with my girlfriend Emily YAY!!! When i get back from that ill write about it and bless your eyes with my beautiful writing You can view the making of the ginormous poster of love on my flickr account. Just scroll down the page you should see 3 small thumbnail picture on the left somewhere click that and enjoy.

make love not warcraft

The new episode of South Park… in the world of warcraft. I loved this episode so much. It was definately one of the funniest episodes ever. I love South Park and I hope the make more episodes dramatizing things in life to utter insanity. It is hilarious, if you haven’t seent he episode you owe it to yourself to see it. not a long post i know… too preoccupied thinking of my girlfriend in my tired mood. When I finally think of something to rant about ill post it.

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it has been a while since i made a post… Anyways ya dont have anything to really report. Nintendo Wii looks like it actually might pwn the whole console market. There are some really cool looking games coming out for the 360. I went up to Clark today to see my girlfriend Emily… YAY!!! It was great to see her. um Daily rules, and i have to go do some chores before people get home. If i think of something intresting to rant about later ill make another post.

arnis take 1

Today mark came over to my house and we sparred… my mom took video of it and i threw together this short little film.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MfFP1ayGnKc

he killed my left arm XD…anyways it was tons of fun. If you don’t know what arnis is then do some research on it. wikipedia.org is your FRIEND.